i'm too much of a fucking beta male shit-for-brains weirdo to follow through with 5.
and, frankly, i thought i was a decent judge of character, but i can't figure her out at all. maybe that's the attraction in the first place.
stupid brain.
stupid feelings.
EDIT: not drunk actually. like, we were both comfy on opposite angles of a corner sofa and my arm was resting near her shoulder then i twisted to get comfortable and it ended up ON her shoulder, then she fidgeted in a way that my hand ended up on her b00b and the rest is history.
kinda spur of the moment but it's happened like four times now and I want to stop
and, frankly, i thought i was a decent judge of character, but i can't figure her out at all. maybe that's the attraction in the first place.
stupid brain.
stupid feelings.
EDIT: not drunk actually. like, we were both comfy on opposite angles of a corner sofa and my arm was resting near her shoulder then i twisted to get comfortable and it ended up ON her shoulder, then she fidgeted in a way that my hand ended up on her b00b and the rest is history.
kinda spur of the moment but it's happened like four times now and I want to stop
4781 Days and counting