beef thread

[fat lesbian]

well. ive always had a bad back and spinal deformities from developing too early way before my bones were fully developed + at all strong enough to hold the extra weight so i need surgery for that and now that im in like my early-mid 20s it's getting really really bad and i can't really sit up for more than an hour without extreme pain and if i need to bend for something it takes over a minute for me to be able to actually stand back up. and lately ive had problems with my legs and knees so when i stand up, my knees feel like they're going to bend backwards and snap and if i stand for too long or walk more than maybe 100 steps my bones in the bottom of my legs feel like they're on fire and going to snap out of my body and my legs swell and ache for hours after. hopefully that's something easy like shin splints tho

and on top of that im just generally sick and feel pretty similar to how i did when i had pneumonia a few years ago. i keep drinking water but im so sick that im still so dehydrated i can't spit it's just a sad mist